Dear L,
Your words are so beautiful, I don't even know what to say. I am sitting here at work and all I can do is think about what you are doing and how you are feeling. I can't even think of words to write. All I know is I deserve the best. I deserve someone who is not going to play around with my emotions, one who will love me and no one else. Right now I don't know if I can trust you. I do not know what I want. I have two choices in front of me. I fear that I will look back on this one day and think, that is where it all went wrong. Right there, I went right when I should have went left. I can see it, but I am choosing to ignore it. I don't know why, J tries to analyze me with her psychology, but I don't know. Maybe I have more problems then I realize. I have a lot to do today, and a lot on my mind. I will write you when I get some free time. I have things I need to say before you come down. He has been there for me when you weren't. Don't leave till we talk.
Love,
Me
